Category Archives: insecurity

Lady and the Tramp Syndrome

Even though to most I appear to be of good breeding, it has never bothered me until recently what the background of my partner was. I saw the good in everyone, and most of the time it seemed the ones … Continue reading

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Traumatized

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading

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Mental Medication Mishaps

How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading

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Why Your Pictures Suck

“Oh my god, how does she look perfect all the time!” HA HA HA HA HA I know us girls are bad for believing in fairytales… But to believe models look like their photos in real life is quite far … Continue reading

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#selfie

My parody of the “#selfie” song. Only one verse. Makeup by Aprielle Lu Hair by Jordan Olsen and Vanessa mena

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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Butterflies

“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are. But everyone else can. People are like that as well” – unknown Women are butterflies. All of us beautiful in our own way, all of us capable … Continue reading

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The Broken Doll

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading

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Are You Mental?

Do you have any idea what it’s like to have a mental illness? Or even worse (which is most of us) a few mental illnesses running a muck on your scattered little brain? PTSD, depression, and a dose of masochistic … Continue reading

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If I Could Change the World

Someone asked me today “if you had the power to change the world what would you say?” I responded thusly: I would tell everyone not to be afraid. The only thing to fear is fear itself and that fear can … Continue reading

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