Category Archives: overwhelmed

Traumatized

Posted on November 19, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading →

Posted in Bad, beauty, blog, brunette, bullying, calgary, canada, child, childhood, children, commonsense, crazy, depression, derranged, devastation, family, honour, hypocrite, identity, individuality, insecurity, inspiration, love, mentalhealth, model, nervous, nightmares, overwhelmed, psychotic, PTSD, scars, suicide, Yyc | Tagged Anxiety, depression, family, model, molestation, sad, sexual abuse, sexual assault, sexual predator, traumatized, victim | 2 Comments

Mental Medication Mishaps

Posted on November 4, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, angry, anxiety, beauty, blog, brunette, calgary, canada, crazy, depression, drugs, insecurity, mentalhealth, model, nightmares, overwhelmed, photography, psychotic, PTSD, Yyc | Tagged calgary, canada, crazy, cymbalta, dianne gibson, doctor, effexor, medication complications, medications, medicine, mental health, metformin, photography, PTSD, randy porter, suicide, tara carter, zopiclone | 2 Comments

Broken

Posted on March 15, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading →

Posted in anxiety, beauty, betrayal, blog, boyfriend, calgary, canada, confidence, depression, derranged, devastation, girlfriend, girlproblems, glamour, goodbye, honour, hope, identity, individuality, insecurity, inspiration, love, mentalhealth, model, nervous, overwhelmed, pain, photography, PTSD, rant, responsibility, scars, writer | Tagged boyfriend, break up, broken, canada, cheating, girlfriend, infidelity, model, photography, relationship, yyc | 5 Comments

Ghosts of Christmas Past

Posted on December 26, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

I remember more than ever, today, when Christmas was a different way. 2001 was the last clarke Christmas I remember us all together. And it will never be the same. This year our family took a huge hit… We lost … Continue reading →

Posted in angel, banshee, canada, child, childhood, children, christmas, depression, devastation, family, goodbye, hope, love, mentalhealth, overwhelmed, PTSD, scars | Tagged christmad, death, family, ghosts of christmas past, sad | 1 Comment

Are You Mental?

Posted on November 6, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Do you have any idea what it’s like to have a mental illness? Or even worse (which is most of us) a few mental illnesses running a muck on your scattered little brain? PTSD, depression, and a dose of masochistic … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, anxiety, beauty, boyfriend, brunette, bullying, calgary, canada, child, childhood, children, classy, commonsense, confidence, control, crazy, death, depression, derranged, devastation, disturbing, dogattack, girlproblems, hope, identity, improvise, individuality, insecurity, likes, masochistic personality disorder, mentalhealth, model, modeling, nerd, nervous, overwhelmed, psychotic, PTSD, responsibility, sales, society, truth, Uncategorized, writer | Tagged depression, masochistic personality disorder, mental health, PTSD, therapy | 2 Comments

Lost and Found

Posted on June 29, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

My oldest cat went missing thursday afternoon. I wasn’t all that alarmed until that evening. He usually comes home by the evening ’cause he’s hungry or cold, but he didn’t show. All day today I was fretting worried where he … Continue reading →

Posted in animals, cat, cats, depression, kitty, love, overwhelmed | Tagged bestfriend, cat, cats, found, friend, lost, love, missing | 6 Comments

Alone in the Crowd

Posted on June 10, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Am I the only person that feels even more lonely when surrounded by people? Some people are energized by interaction with others, I find I’m drained by it. I feel great sympathy for the stars who want their privacy, I … Continue reading →

Posted in beauty, control, depression, fashion, girlproblems, identity, insecurity, mentalhealth, model, outcast, overwhelmed, truth | Tagged alone, antisocial, overwhelmed, strange | 7 Comments

Runaway Train

Posted on June 4, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Have you ever felt like your entire life is out of control? Like you’re struggling against every action and no matter how hard you try,every effort you make is futile. It’s as if you’re on a train with no brakes … Continue reading →

Posted in control, disaster, overwhelmed, success, truth | Tagged control, crazy, life, runawaytrain, train, universe | 3 Comments

Flawed perfection

Posted on August 30, 2012 by Curated Curiosity

You say you want me wild That beautiful top model But truth is I’m scared to death Staring at the bottom of the bottle Drowning in my own tears I ease the pain Substance to substitute fears but what do … Continue reading →

Posted in addiction, confidence, control, depression, disaster, insecurity, model, overwhelmed, pain, poetry, scars | 1 Comment

I don’t play well with others

Posted on January 10, 2012 by Curated Curiosity

I’m a loner, always have been, always will be. I do well with perhaps one friend, or a few friends, but never a big group of friends, too many people freak me out. I don’t care if thousands of people … Continue reading →