Am I the only person that feels even more lonely when surrounded by people? Some people are energized by interaction with others, I find I’m drained by it. I feel great sympathy for the stars who want their privacy, I understand it’s cool to share sometimes, but sometimes we want to be home alone, blasting music in our house and singing off key (even if you can sing well, just to be a dork) dancing around in your underwear while eating ice cream. I’m such a loner. No matter how many events I attend, friends I have, the older I get the more I am exhausted by the public dynamic. That sometimes I truly don’t want to pick up the phone, touch my computer, hell sometimes not even turn the TV on, just be alone with my thoughts, and the occasional kitty brushing up against my leg… You can never get enough kitties…
Wait… Am I the crazy cat lady in training?
Or am I just different? Am I that antisocial? Or rather is it that I can’t trust anyone? So automatically I fear being in their presence. Either way… I’m tired. This model needs a vacation BIG TIME 