I used to love watching the show “four weddings canada.”
I would sit there and critique each brides choices, saying which parts I agreed upon and which were just ghastly. Sometimes I’d banter with my boyfriend at the time about who’d be allowed to come and who wouldn’t.
I’m almost 30, and when I put the show on yesterday I lasted two minutes before I felt nauseated. All I could think was: “you’re all liars. This is all just a staged show so you can win a trip somewhere. Chances are you’ll be divorced in less than 5yrs.” They all say they’re in love, but are they? Cause I’ve been a few times and it got me nowhere, and on that note I’m glad I didn’t waste my family’s time and money to create an elaborate hoax just so I can pretend to be a princess for a day.
God I’m so messed up now… I swear I was the one girl who still believed in monogamy… But how can I when numerous “married” men message me on a regular basis with subject matter that is much more than just friendly.
Men, if there’s some loyal, hardworking ones out there, please make yourselves known to me, cause right now you’re losing this model to the dark side… Make me believe again…
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