Category Archives: Dark

Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Impending Death

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading

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