Category Archives: PTSD
Dream Within a Dream
Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading
Impending Death
I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading
Mental Medication Mishaps
How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading
Posted in addiction, angry, anxiety, beauty, blog, brunette, calgary, canada, crazy, depression, drugs, insecurity, mentalhealth, model, nightmares, overwhelmed, photography, psychotic, PTSD, Yyc
Tagged calgary, canada, crazy, cymbalta, dianne gibson, doctor, effexor, medication complications, medications, medicine, mental health, metformin, photography, PTSD, randy porter, suicide, tara carter, zopiclone
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Broken
There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, beauty, betrayal, blog, boyfriend, calgary, canada, confidence, depression, derranged, devastation, girlfriend, girlproblems, glamour, goodbye, honour, hope, identity, individuality, insecurity, inspiration, love, mentalhealth, model, nervous, overwhelmed, pain, photography, PTSD, rant, responsibility, scars, writer
Tagged boyfriend, break up, broken, canada, cheating, girlfriend, infidelity, model, photography, relationship, yyc
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Ghosts of Christmas Past
I remember more than ever, today, when Christmas was a different way. 2001 was the last clarke Christmas I remember us all together. And it will never be the same. This year our family took a huge hit… We lost … Continue reading
Posted in angel, banshee, canada, child, childhood, children, christmas, depression, devastation, family, goodbye, hope, love, mentalhealth, overwhelmed, PTSD, scars
Tagged christmad, death, family, ghosts of christmas past, sad
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Nightmares
At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, calgary, canada, control, crazy, depression, derranged, devastation, disturbing, girlproblems, psychotic, PTSD
Tagged calgary, fear, model, nightmares, PTSD
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