Category Archives: mentalhealth

Lost

A sea of endless questionsfloods my once crisp mind.While I can look,it’s as though I am blind. When I peer into the glassI do not know who I see,The person staring is a ghost,A shell of who I used to … Continue reading

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Lady and the Tramp Syndrome

Even though to most I appear to be of good breeding, it has never bothered me until recently what the background of my partner was. I saw the good in everyone, and most of the time it seemed the ones … Continue reading

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The IKEA Nightmare

Today I found the guts to go to IKEA to get the missing hardware to hang my wall mirrors. I decided I would get there as soon as they opened to avoid excess crowds and get in and out…. HAHAHAHA … Continue reading

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Impending Death

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading

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Traumatized

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading

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Alone on New Years Eve

You hear about it for weeks before it happens, you see all the facebook statuses the day of, everyone planning their parties with groups of friends, or couples and families staying in and thankful for what they have. And then … Continue reading

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Mental Medication Mishaps

How many of you suffer from mental illness? How many of you take medication for it? And of those who take meds, how many of you forget to take them, or try to ween yourself off? And why? I’ve heard … Continue reading

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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MAKE FASHION 2014

” Fashion is the art, designers are the Gods, models play the part of angels in the dark, which one of you would ever dare to go against, that beauty is a trade and, everyone is paid… Fashionista … How … Continue reading

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Butterflies

“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are. But everyone else can. People are like that as well” – unknown Women are butterflies. All of us beautiful in our own way, all of us capable … Continue reading

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