Category Archives: identity

Messiah Complex

Today, I managed to check off something on my bucket list. Seen as though I could not make it to my uncles funeral, I was surprised with front row tickets to see Russell Brand. So I dolled myself up, and … Continue reading

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Lady and the Tramp Syndrome

Even though to most I appear to be of good breeding, it has never bothered me until recently what the background of my partner was. I saw the good in everyone, and most of the time it seemed the ones … Continue reading

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Traumatized

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading

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A Day In The Life of a Model

I awoke this morning to the sound of my alarm clock… That quickly became muffled by my largest cat Lucifer in a vain attempt to stop the noise from coming out of my phone and awaking me from my slumber. … Continue reading

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Sheer Elegance

I had the privilege of working with one of Calgary’s most amazing photographers, right before she leaves to move to BC! So anyone in the BC market, keep your eyes open for this talent!!! Since I got back into modelling … Continue reading

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Broken

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading

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Butterflies

“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are. But everyone else can. People are like that as well” – unknown Women are butterflies. All of us beautiful in our own way, all of us capable … Continue reading

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Quote

“Go ahead, throw me to the wolves. I’ll come back leading the pack.”

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BIG, BOLD, BEAUTIFUL

Gone are the days of gluing that stupid strip of lashes to your eyelids! Hooray! Eyelash extensions are relatively new, been around for about 10yrs or so after starting up in Hollywood. Naturally, trends like this trickle down the artist … Continue reading

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Real Talk

I met and watched a celebrity perform today, and he absolutely transformed my thinking on men. In the best way possible. You’ll be shocked to know this is the same man who also stapled his nut sack to his inner … Continue reading

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