Category Archives: family

All The World Is a Stage 

One of my earliest memories is of preschool. I remember my favourite area was the far corner, where the dress-up trunk was. I would play over there by myself for what seemed like hours. I remember getting mad at the … Continue reading

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Saying goodbye to my best friend

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Musical Chairs of Death

The older I get, the one thing I learned as a child is constantly playing through my head…  “There’s only one guarantee in this life, and that is death.” Sometimes I feel like we’re all playing a giant game of … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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Traumatized

They say “be the bigger person, don’t let it get to you,” I must’ve heard that in response to my dilemma at least 5 times today, probably 5000 times in my life, until I asked for an unbiased opinion. The … Continue reading

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A Day In The Life of a Model

I awoke this morning to the sound of my alarm clock… That quickly became muffled by my largest cat Lucifer in a vain attempt to stop the noise from coming out of my phone and awaking me from my slumber. … Continue reading

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FOREVER R.E.D

A dark cloud of sadness resides over the fashion community of Calgary today, as we say goodbye to one of our own. The incomparably talented Ruby Ellen Johnson, age 51, designer and owner of Ruby Ellen Designs passed away this … Continue reading

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YYC FASHION WEEK: SPLASH!!!

It was an honour and privilege to walk for Queen Boutique and Silla Designs ( https://m.facebook.com/SillaDesignsCalgary ) by Ashley Wong in the SPLASH FASHION SHOW by YYC FASHION WEEK. The feature designer was Raul Manriquez. Myself and 19 other models … Continue reading

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You Left Her To Die

Everyday hundreds of animals are left stranded on sides of roads, in boxes behind dumpsters, left to fend for themselves. In the event the animal is an infant, the chance of survival on their own is slim to nil. Last … Continue reading

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MY FIRST MAGAZINE!!!!

I am so elated to be sharing this with all of you… ITS MY VERY FIRST MAGAZINE!!! With that being said, I didnt get here on my own. 1. Huge thanks to Collin Mcafee who believed in me from the … Continue reading

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