Category Archives: inspiration

Flawed Design

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading

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Lost Love

So you lost the love of your life? It happens to the best of us. The perfect storm turned into a tsunami. The love went too fast and instead of heating the fires at night it incinerated everything in sight. … Continue reading

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Just Jump

Never fear leaping off the edge. God will do one of two things: If you fall, he will catch you. And if he believes in you, he’ll teach you to fly. You won’t know until you try. So jump. I … Continue reading

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If I Could Change the World

Someone asked me today “if you had the power to change the world what would you say?” I responded thusly: I would tell everyone not to be afraid. The only thing to fear is fear itself and that fear can … Continue reading

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Kinder Surprise Eggs

Dating is the exact same thing as buying kinder surprise eggs. You go in with good intentions, looking at the picture of the prize on the wrapper. You get through the sweet, choclatey layers and find an egg! Oh the … Continue reading

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Crouching Model Hidden Camera

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Go Go Girls

So I had an audition tonight to be a Go Go dancer. I wore a leopard and black bra,a pair of black booty shorts, and knee high brown boots. When I arrived at the casino I was led to the … Continue reading

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The Boy who became the greatest man

On this day, 1959, the greatest man alive was born. He was a tiny, fragile thing… if only he knew how strong he would become. He was born to neglect and disarray, a common consequence of an all too young … Continue reading

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Shoot with Ivan part 2

Love the use of shadow and light

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Downtown with Dan CR

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