Category Archives: depression

Flawed Design

Posted on November 17, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading →

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Lost Love

Posted on November 4, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

So you lost the love of your life? It happens to the best of us. The perfect storm turned into a tsunami. The love went too fast and instead of heating the fires at night it incinerated everything in sight. … Continue reading →

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Down the rabbit hole

Posted on October 3, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

It’s official, I’m falling. Deep, down, the symbolic rabbit hole. It’s like there’s never a bottom, and every time I think “I can’t get any lower,” down I plummet, further and further into the abyss. I could scream, but either … Continue reading →

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If I Could Change the World

Posted on September 22, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Someone asked me today “if you had the power to change the world what would you say?” I responded thusly: I would tell everyone not to be afraid. The only thing to fear is fear itself and that fear can … Continue reading →

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Strays for Days

Posted on September 19, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

I was sad to say goodbye to Chubbers, Shyler, and Molly. They had become such good friends with shady and lucifer. Oh the joys of being a fur-momma. Once we got settled back in in high river, (ground zero as … Continue reading →

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Clarke Curse

Posted on August 25, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

A banshee is defined as: (in Irish folklore) a spirit in the form of a wailing woman who appears to or is heard by members of a family as a sign that one of them is about to die. My … Continue reading →

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Kinder Surprise Eggs

Posted on August 19, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Dating is the exact same thing as buying kinder surprise eggs. You go in with good intentions, looking at the picture of the prize on the wrapper. You get through the sweet, choclatey layers and find an egg! Oh the … Continue reading →

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Lost and Found

Posted on June 29, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

My oldest cat went missing thursday afternoon. I wasn’t all that alarmed until that evening. He usually comes home by the evening ’cause he’s hungry or cold, but he didn’t show. All day today I was fretting worried where he … Continue reading →

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Alone in the Crowd

Posted on June 10, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

Am I the only person that feels even more lonely when surrounded by people? Some people are energized by interaction with others, I find I’m drained by it. I feel great sympathy for the stars who want their privacy, I … Continue reading →

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