Category Archives: crazy

Stranger Things Season 4 Part 2 Finale

Can we all just take a moment and applaud the Duffer Brothers, the cast and crew for this brilliant piece of art. I, like many diehard fans, waited up until 12am PST (1am in my world) to catch the first … Continue reading

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All The World Is a Stage 

One of my earliest memories is of preschool. I remember my favourite area was the far corner, where the dress-up trunk was. I would play over there by myself for what seemed like hours. I remember getting mad at the … Continue reading

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Illuminated Vintage Fashion

Our group reunited late August to create a shoot that’s been in the makings since March. Here’s how it all came to be. Almost immediately after the MAKE FASHION show back in March, I was contacted by local photographer Tim … Continue reading

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Dream Within a Dream

Some say the dead visit them when they sleep… But what if it’s actually US visiting them? I have this theory…. Since having PTSD I have several recurring nightmares. I compare these to my own personal hell. Once in a … Continue reading

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A Day In The Life of a Model

I awoke this morning to the sound of my alarm clock… That quickly became muffled by my largest cat Lucifer in a vain attempt to stop the noise from coming out of my phone and awaking me from my slumber. … Continue reading

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GOLDEN GIRLS

Tonight I was booked for a fundraiser downtown Calgary. It was a black-tie formal event with a James Bond 007 theme. Myself and two other models were cast as Bond Girls, to be painted head to toe in gold body … Continue reading

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Nightmares

At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading

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Flawed Design

God had a wicked sense of humour when he breathed life into my soul. He gave me every gift a girl could dream of… And one curse. Allow I may appear pretty, talented, and as many have told me in … Continue reading

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Lost Love

So you lost the love of your life? It happens to the best of us. The perfect storm turned into a tsunami. The love went too fast and instead of heating the fires at night it incinerated everything in sight. … Continue reading

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Cat fight!

I know it takes a while to see, but I couldn’t script this if I tried. One of my strays chubbers walked in the house, shady clearly wasn’t having any of it.

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