Category Archives: depression

Dark Beauty

Posted on November 19, 2020 by Curated Curiosity

“- though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me.” 23rd Psalm Since I can remember I’ve been fascinated with the concept of death. What happens after? Where … Continue reading →

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Lady and the Tramp Syndrome

Posted on July 31, 2016 by Curated Curiosity

Even though to most I appear to be of good breeding, it has never bothered me until recently what the background of my partner was. I saw the good in everyone, and most of the time it seemed the ones … Continue reading →

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Impending Death

Posted on December 16, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

I have had a constant, lingering fear of death since I was around 14. Like I could feel it everywhere, it seemed to follow me wherever I went. The amount of close calls I have had is alarming. I’ve: -fallen … Continue reading →

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In Loving Memory of Dawn Harrison

Posted on April 30, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

Our family has suffered another tragedy today. The oldest grandchild of the Clarke family passed away during surgery this afternoon. Dawn Catherine Robinson was Born December 9,1982 she passed away today, April 30,2014 at the young age of 31. We … Continue reading →

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Four Weddings Fail

Posted on April 6, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

I used to love watching the show “four weddings canada.” I would sit there and critique each brides choices, saying which parts I agreed upon and which were just ghastly. Sometimes I’d banter with my boyfriend at the time about … Continue reading →

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Broken

Posted on March 15, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

There comes a time at the end of every arduous battle, that one must say “enough is enough” and call it quits. I reached that point last night. Some of you may remember my boyfriend cheated on me, for the … Continue reading →

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The Iceberg

Posted on March 14, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

Stop falling in love with the first person you think you have a ton of things in common with. There are millions of people on this earth, chances are you have lots of things in common with quite a few. … Continue reading →

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The Broken Doll

Posted on January 14, 2014 by Curated Curiosity

Broken doll on the wall Sits up so high Everyone thinks she’s happy But they don’t know why Why her porcelain skin is cracked And her smile no longer straight You can glue her back together But you can’t change … Continue reading →

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Ghosts of Christmas Past

Posted on December 26, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

I remember more than ever, today, when Christmas was a different way. 2001 was the last clarke Christmas I remember us all together. And it will never be the same. This year our family took a huge hit… We lost … Continue reading →

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Nightmares

Posted on November 26, 2013 by Curated Curiosity

At almost 30yrs old I still am plagued by nightmares. I know what you think, it’s just a dream. But you don’t see what I see. Sometimes I’m terrified to sleep, sometimes I just beg to sleep ’cause I’m so … Continue reading →

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